The captors should be preparing to take us to this remote location again but they are lazy captors, I feel angst.

The manchild is consuming foodstuffs at an alarming rate, we may need to see the village doctor to rule out tapeworms. Tonight he cooked a pound of ground beef …no form to it, no accompaniments, nothing added but herbs and spices…and consumed nearly all of it…. he is now cooking his 3rd meal in the last 3 hours. I feel like I am seeing into the future and there will someday be a slogan referring to “Fourth meal” … if I am gone when this premonition comes to life, dance for me!

The younger female is watching the box of many lights and sounds. I think she may be unaware that I too have ears? After every line that causes her to experience laughter, she repeats to me what she has heard. I am not sure if this is a hearing test to see if I will be allowed to travel to the remote commune? Or if its genuine….hence I am afraid to admit that my ear holes are still functioning as I do not know what the right answer is? This may necessitate my retreat to sleep so as not to “ruffle feathers”… (or do more ruffled feathers mean more foodstuffs for the manchild?) Why must everything be so complicated….