The assailants are keeping me very busy lately and I find it hard to sneak in my ramblings though I know I’ll need to look back on these someday to remember just how much I survived.

The YT continues to haunt my existence though now it seems to be in a power struggle with TikTok… I think I hate the latter more.

The other day I was chauffeuring the young female to her cheer practice as she played NONSTOP YT videos on makeup. She then proceeded to explain the horrible heart wrenching drama between these YT stars. I simply said, “that’s alot of drama in the YT world ” to which she matter of factly and snidely replies “um, you mean the beauty community?” I said “Lexi, you know we didnt have YouTube to teach us how to do makeup when I was young” , to which the young female responded “I know that’s why everyone looked so wonky”

Several days previous to this I was in a fun argument with the man child (who now greatly exceeds me in vertical stature). I was talking about something I did prior to his conception and birth and he insisted he was right. I said “how would you know you weren’t even a twinkle in my eye then, it was long before you were born” to which he immediately responded “mom, females are born with every egg they’ll ever have fully intact, so yes, I WAS there” …and you see now what I am up against. I continue to need strength as I fear the forces I am up against can far outwit me😭